Dear Allah, please make me a better person.

If it's not for me, make it for my mother, my brothers, my father, my friends, people around me.

For the sake of my future children, future husband, future step mother, future step sisters, future step brothers, future grandchildren, for I not knowing your plan for me.

I wanted to be that person, again. 

Please dear Allah, bless my loved ones. Please take care of them, because I'm very incapable of taking care of my dear loved ones.

For all my wrongdoings, I wish it could be undone. I am now the person I once begged you for. Yes, dear Allah, it is not like I what I thought it would be. You were right.

You were right.

I am really, really, sorry.